I am restless and thoroughly so, I feel like crawling under the table or screaming into the wind. I don’t want to write. I did try to but it is taking up all my energy. It leaves me feeling devastated, like i did too much of something or I drank too much.
Then sometimes I feel high. Like when I spaced the paragraph, I felt elated like I put a break on my mood, squeezed it and threw it out.